5.13.2007

i didnt know it'll hurt this bad..

An Excerpt From My Journal
Dated: Friday
December 8, 2006

"it's happening AGAIN!"

I think he's much happier now

Now that he's done with me..

While he was talking about his new 'girlaloo'..

Tears started to fill my conjunctiva..

But I have to control it.!

I don't want him to know that I'm in pain..

I don't want him to think that I haven't moved on, that I

haven't recovered..

Maybe he's right..Our relationship now is much stronger

....being friends

Than months ago..

being together.!

I guess we really changed a lot..

We already matured in loads of ways..

I think it is better for us to be like this...

F R I E N D S

Friends who once in this lifetime..

Shared a bundle of happy and treasured memories..

Who once shared

smiles

laughs

and

tears .!

Friends

who once loved unconditionally.!!




To those who are still holding on to that SOMEONE..
go ahead.!
if you really know that the person also wants you to stay..
never listen to other people's tendencies to be negative or pessimistic..
'cause they take the most wonderful thing in your life.!
the one you have in your heart..
But if you already know that there's no way for you to wait...
That you're just wasting your time to a person who doesn't even know you still exist..
Then.. Cessation is the best and only action to do..
Don't let him/her ruin your life!
Never depend your happiness to someone that you think
You're gonna spend the rest of your life with..
'Cause in times of goodbye..
You have nothing else to do but to cry.