I had a lot of crushes during my grade school years.. but one of them really stood out! I think he's the only guy wherein i experienced the "CRUSH AT FIRST SITE!" ahahahahah.. from the moment he walked through that grade 3-celery classroom.. everything went into slow motion! i love the way he writes so unhurried with his left hand! the way he carry his "ligid.ligid" bag! the way he looks at everyone with the curiousity in his face and the way he smells so baby-like that makes you want to cuddle him!! at that time.. i knew that he'll become a big part of my life! and one more thing.. we were neighbors d.i!!! and our families had been friends for centuries na..
So..as months passed by, we became really good friends.. without him knowing that i already have LUST-like intentions for him! JOKEEEE! we would see each other everyday at school.. even during sundays! he goes with his mom in the wet market and i go with my mom too..
When we started 4th grade.. he was transferred in the morning section.. leaving me in the afternoon one! uhuhuhuhuhuhu.. that day was like hell! i was feeling very dismal at that time! but life must go on.. i cant do anything about it!
For high school.. i decided to transfer to another school! after a year, my former grade school classmates went to our elementary ALMA MATER to visit our teachers and friends!! only to find out that that guy is already dating my grade school bestfriend!!! what the heck??!?!??!? but..as ive said.. life must go on! so.. i forgot everything and just accepted their relationship because i can really see that they love each other so much..
YEARS HAD PASSED!
Sometime march.. while i was doing some homework stuff in my computer.. i heard the sound of the yahoo youve got mail alarm! FRIENDSTER: ******* has added you on his friendster list! waaaaaaaaaaaa.. so.. he just said hi through a message! and that was the last time i heard from him..
Last thursday.. while chatting with my grade school classmate who also moved here in the states, he informed me with the news that.. my then-crush is going to be a daddy soon!! from my then-bestfriend of course! my knees were really shaking.. i dont know why!! its not that im jealous or anything.. its just that..i felt very sorry for both of them.. they have a lot of dreams and goals in their lives.. then BOOM! all of a sudden.. all of it was wasted! just because of their --- you know what i mean!
so there! i just really felt bad for them! they're too young to be parents!!
hope that this will serve as a big lesson for everyone! SCHOOL first before SEX! but if you really want to engage with that kind of stuff now.. then use some CONDOMS baby!!!!
So..as months passed by, we became really good friends.. without him knowing that i already have LUST-like intentions for him! JOKEEEE! we would see each other everyday at school.. even during sundays! he goes with his mom in the wet market and i go with my mom too..
When we started 4th grade.. he was transferred in the morning section.. leaving me in the afternoon one! uhuhuhuhuhuhu.. that day was like hell! i was feeling very dismal at that time! but life must go on.. i cant do anything about it!
For high school.. i decided to transfer to another school! after a year, my former grade school classmates went to our elementary ALMA MATER to visit our teachers and friends!! only to find out that that guy is already dating my grade school bestfriend!!! what the heck??!?!??!? but..as ive said.. life must go on! so.. i forgot everything and just accepted their relationship because i can really see that they love each other so much..
YEARS HAD PASSED!
Sometime march.. while i was doing some homework stuff in my computer.. i heard the sound of the yahoo youve got mail alarm! FRIENDSTER: ******* has added you on his friendster list! waaaaaaaaaaaa.. so.. he just said hi through a message! and that was the last time i heard from him..
Last thursday.. while chatting with my grade school classmate who also moved here in the states, he informed me with the news that.. my then-crush is going to be a daddy soon!! from my then-bestfriend of course! my knees were really shaking.. i dont know why!! its not that im jealous or anything.. its just that..i felt very sorry for both of them.. they have a lot of dreams and goals in their lives.. then BOOM! all of a sudden.. all of it was wasted! just because of their --- you know what i mean!
so there! i just really felt bad for them! they're too young to be parents!!
hope that this will serve as a big lesson for everyone! SCHOOL first before SEX! but if you really want to engage with that kind of stuff now.. then use some CONDOMS baby!!!!
